“I’m better than her,” she whispered while I stood dripping in our living room after a breakup I hadn’t even started processing. She sat there in her oversized sweater, holding out warm water, telling me I was allowed to have a bad night. She’d been quietly keeping track of the small things for two years — the lamp left on when I worked late, the stomach medicine bought months ago, the way she always knew when to be close and when to step back. And I’d been too busy surviving someone else’s version of love to notice the one growing in plain sight right next to me.
“I’m better than her,” she whispered while I stood dripping in our living room after a breakup I hadn’t even started processing. She sat there in her oversized sweater, holding out warm water, telling me I was allowed to have a bad night. She’d been quietly keeping track of the small things for two years…
